i’m not really sure, it does kinda distress me when i engage

yes i do have fantasies about assault

hi so, i don’t know if y’all can help me with this, totally fine if not, but discussing this with my therapist hasn’t helped and i’m out of ideas in one of my previous posts, i mentioned i was abused at age 3, in recent months i’ve come to doubt this and it’s been ruining my mental health because i ...

yes i would like to brainstorm a plan.

i don’t really remember what the situation was like when i was feeling desperate, all i know is that i wanted that kind of attention and i didn’t care who it came from or what could happen to me. i do have hobbies and ive been using those to get my mind off of this

i’m 16 years old, and i was desperate for attention. a few days ago, i found a side of twitter from someone i used to know, it was a side of twitter riddled with adults who were attracted to teenagers. i saw the attention this person was getting and i wanted that as well. so, i made an account on th...

everytime i get healthy romantic love, it never works out and they break up with me, that’s what i meant by “they always leave me” because they do, i thought that if i was in an unhealthy relationship, then they wouldn’t wanna leave me.

i just want love in a different way, i want romantic love, everytime i find it, they always end up leaving me

i have positive ties with family, teachers and friends. getting that kind of care comes easy to me, which is good.

when i get attention like that i feel wanted and cared for, usually i don’t get attention in a sexual/romantic way because of how i look, so whenever someone compliments me in that way it makes me feel special

i recognize when its unhealthy, i just... dont care. especially when its adults, i dont know, sexual attention feels better from an adult even though im a minor and i know its wrong.

i dont know how to take those risks safely i dont think
i did tell my school social worker about what happened and that helped a lot since it will take a while for me to see my therapist again

i havent told anyone about the risks, i thought nobody would understand so i just kept it to myself. i did get support about the assault i suffered at age 3, though. i do have a therapist so im planning on telling her about this.

the person blocked me, and now the messages are gone. i dont have proof anymore.

i was on reddit, i posted on a forum there about assault and how i "wanted" it to happen again, i mentioned i almost put myself in a bad situation earlier today. i got a message from someone, he was asking me questions like about the situation that happened earlier, he asked to see a pictu...

ok i’ll stay off of it. and i deleted the images, i never saved them. honestly i keep blaming myself, like.. i don’t know. i’m trying not to but it’s hard, i knew this was a dangerous app and i went on it anyway, i knew i shouldn’t have answered her question about sex but i did it anyway, i don’t kn...

so.. uh, i just got done talking to some girl, we met on an app called [removed] or something like that, her profile said she was 14 and i’m 16. she asked me to move to instagram so i did, and we talked for a bit. then she asked if i liked sex, i said i never did it but i think i would like it, i kn...

this... sounds really bad now that im talking about it. but, i was a victim of CSA at age 3, i didnt remember it as i blocked it out, but eventually i realized. for a while, i would hear stories about SA and... somewhat.. wishing it would happen to me? this was happening before i realized i was SA'd...

I am 16 years old, assigned female at birth. I've been having a lot of sexual thoughts lately, more than i have before. I've been wishing I could act on these impulses so many times, ive been masturbating a lot and watching sexual videos a lot. i know this is normal but its happening a lot more late...