well that's what really confuses me. i .. don't sweat? like i have malfunctioning sweat glands i just overheat.

yeah been to the gyno plenty in the past couples years especially (bc surprise bleeding post hysto...despite no internal hole haaa.) nothing abnormal. its definitely just like body odor not vaginal (like coming from the labial areas not inside fo sho) i just don't like it. but i mean nothing noticea...

So while I wash regularly with gentle soap (olive oil bar soap bc its about the only thing i dont have a reaction to) and water (only water on inner labia), any time i get hot (even just like laying in the sun for my daily photosynthesis) I end up with a smelly crotch. Its not "vagina" sme...

thank you!! I'll look into those (on a day i have more spoons than i have atm) i scanned over them and a couple look pretty promising. thank y'all for all the help. you guys do amazing things here.

thank you this is appreciated. I'm in wyandotte county, 66106.

I would welcome any help looking for someone (preferably someone that'll do telehealth bc i'm still very aware of the pandemic.) i've actually been told by a therapist i'm not a candidate for emdr bc of my body disconnect and alexithymia (despite thats why i went for emdr in the first place...) i di...

guess i didnt think it would be mental since its always been this way (i mean yes okay emotional neglect and all that but I'm p sure most people who experience emotional neglect still can feel things and have a libido.) problem with therapist is i need one on my insurance or that does a sliding scal...

nothing really happened. i mean i had surgery (top+hysto) and that certainly made it easier to just like vibe one out vs a whole thing bc months of recovery but honestly i think i just got sick of wasting sometimes hours for nothing AND getting extra depressed for it. no relationships. mental health...

i will say the lack of feeling anything sexually has been that way my whole life (who knows how much is related to lifetime emotional neglect or just...me?) haaa i would love ideas for how to help anything sexually/mentally/whatever (hell at this point if anyone has any ideas how to find a good doc ...

ironically I'd actually really rather that i enjoy the masturbating leading up to orgasm rather than like needing to alter the orgasm itself. i want to be able to feel good (vs feeling nothing) outside of those 3 secs of orgasm. as for things i enjoy. haaaa. well that's where it gets fun i guess. bc...

i don't actually have nipples anymore after top surgery but i never had feeling in them either. hmm idk exactly when that changed? past couple years?

it does but i guess that's the problem. the framing around orgasm is a byproduct bc like. i don't enjoy it bc i dont feel anything else outside of orgasm. (which makes my brain cycle back around to ah my body is broken)

these days its usually just a vibe like outer labia for a short period then clit. (partially bc gripping will exacerbate my hand injuries if done too long.) sometimes some fingers in the ass. if im wanting to do more (which usually leads to more depression bc wasted time and needed showers) i might ...

i guess depends on what it looks like? feels like theres a lot of limitations when i don't and will never have a partner. and i guess its hard for me to understand like what that would even look like. i guess i would need elaboration is what im saying haaa. also for the record im 34 despite what my ...

hrm idk i mean how do you describe an orgasm? like theres 3 seconds of cant quite breathe feels good and then nothing. not satisfied not like relieved and boneless. usually just depressed bc im supposed to feel good have feel good release and nope. i guess i dont know what you mean by how do i arriv...

hail and well met ive been searching around for answers in why i physically dont feel anything in all my bits (i can come but outside of the orgasm i dont feel anything. even with fingers its more registering the touch my hands feel vs vice versa) and well everything keeps saying WHEN YOU'RE AROUSED...